25 yrs old - Northern Suburbs - single - left wing - dog lover - student - lonely - creatively tame.
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All I remember is being depressed. This boy, lost in a world that didn’t make sense. Everyone was so mean but I wasn’t brought up to be mean.
They took advantage of me and they still do. It hurts; it adds to the pain, to the disease. It feeds off of the hurt.
This is who I am, though, and if I change that, I will be at conflict with myself and the disease would have won. I can’t let an illness define me, however which it already does.
There may not be a point on the horizon where it looks like I am going to be better. There may not be a solution at all, but I just can’t let it win. I can’t let depression beat me.
I’m tired; unmotivated; dead inside and completely immobile at times.
But feelings are always temporary. Even happiness is only temporary. So I must believe that this too is temporary.
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